How easy you find it to tell me you love me

Then so easily go back to your home.

Where your life lies.

Your happiness,

Your security.

How badly I wish you could feel, just for one day, my pain.

The tugs at my heart are a lot more frequent.

The tears come at the worst times.

So unexpected, so unwanted.

I look at you and I see my future.

But when you look at me what do you see?

I’ve given you Me.

All. Uninhibited. Withholding absolutely nothing.

And all I can get from you is the shell of a man when I want so much more….

I want to know your dreams, be in your dreams, be your dream.

I want to be the other half that you’ve been searching for your entire life.

The one you put all of your trust in because you know I won’t let you down…

(I couldn’t even if I tried).

The first thing you think about in the morning and the last person you think about at night.

The person who makes your world a better place just by being in it.

The one you love not because of but in spite of.

The mother of your children and the lover of your soul.

The one who can finish your sentences time and time again.

The one that is connected to you spiritually and then physically.

Maybe not the best lover, but your only lover, your love-her.

The one you love with more than the physical

The one you love with all that you ever aspire to be.

How easy it would be for me if this were a reality….

How easy it would be for me if I could convince you….

Until tomorrow, my love…